That’s that.

So I had a bunch more tests and surgery, which I’m not going to get into but was hell.

After all that, we were told my eggs are not viable because of my age.  I’m not sure why they bothered to do all the bloodwork and tests to see if I could get pregnant on my own, so we feel like more time and money was wasted.

So that’s that.  I guess I will leave this blog up, but that’s the end.

TTC Updates

As you can see, I have been away for awhile as until recently nothing drastically had changed regarding my TTC journey.

As I mentioned in my first TTC post, I did change doctors during the summer because the OBGYN’s nurse was completely incompetent.   My doctor would give me a 3 month refill on my medication and regularly checked my thyroid levels every three months, just to make sure they were optimal, but the nurse never kept up with the calendar correctly and continually wanted me to come in every month in order to get my refill.  The drive was an hour long, and then they would make me wait an hour, just to be taken back to get the blood draw.  After this happening twice, I was done.

I did a lot of research starting with the hospital I would prefer to give birth in and found a terrific doctor AND staff that I have now.  It’s closer.  I never, ever wait more than five minutes for any appointment.  The phlebotomist even takes her own appointments, so no waiting to be handed from one person to another.

I did two rounds of clomid with my new doctor, and the pain and bleeding I was experiencing during my period and in between continued to increase.  He did bloodwork, and it all came out stellar.  So then it came time to do a sono, and I have fibroids, again.  If my original OBGYN had listened to me when this started a year ago, things may have been drastically different.  She basically wasted a year of us TTC as well as 5 rounds of clomid.

My OBGYN recommended we go to the fertility specialist to get a consultation as well as the fertility specialist performing the fibroid removal as they take great care in preserving your fertility.  We have an appointment scheduled in January, so that is where we are at right now. ❤



TTC Favorites

My current favorites related to trying to conceive is somewhat limited, but I would like to share.  I am not a doctor, please consult your doctor before trying anything new.  As always, I encourage you to do your own research and pick what is best for you.  Please share your own favorites below.

I have taken several brands of high-end vitamins, but these are my favorites. For prenatal and DHA, I chose Best Nest Wellness.   Since starting AIP, I become very aware of all the extras added to everything we consume and finding clean vitamin and supplements can be very hard, if not impossible.

  •  I will be adding to this list as I see fit and things change. 🙂


The Best Nest Wellness Prenatal* is great because the ingredients are high quality, and they do not bother my stomach because I have gastritis and trouble with digestion.  You only have to take one!  It has methylfolate instead of folic acid,  as well as methylcobalamin for B12.  It includes probiotics and digestive enzymes, which helps make for a happy tummy.  It also includes three organic herbs: chamomile, red raspberry leaf, and ginger.  They are free of artificial colors and flavors, sugar, sweeteners, preservatives, gluten, soy, yeast, fish/shellfish, nuts, GMOs, and dairy/lactose.   They are manufactured in a GMP certified facility in the USA.  They also have a iodine/iron free formula.

I like their DHA because it is not semi-synthetic like many brands on the market.  It highly purified and is mercury free as well as free of artificial colors and flavors, sugar, sweeteners, artificial preservatives, gluten, soy, yeast, nuts, GMOs, and dairy/lactose.

My husband wanted to start taking a multi-vitamin.  While our diet is very good, we have a limited amount of foods that we eat.  I suggested the Best Nest Wellness Men’s Multi, and he has been very happy with it.  And like the prenatal, there is only one to take and do not contain any added fillers or additives.  It also includes a probiotic and digestive enzymes as well as a fruit and vegetable blend.

Because I have gastritis, I’ve been taking digestive enzymes for five years.  The best I have found are the Enzymedica Digest™ Pregnancy.  After 4.5 years, I have little to no heartburn or stomach pain!  These also include ginger which can help with nausea. And they contain no fillers!  If I do get a touch of heartburn, I reach for Maty’s Indigestion Relief.  It is all natural and safe during pregnancy.


My favorite bloggers A Good Kinda Crazy,  Holistic Squid, MamaBear MartinMommypotamus,  and Pregnant Chicken

My favorite YouTube mama’s are Darci Isabella, Natural Thrifty Mom, Pretty Neat Living, The Mommy Archives, and Vasseur Beauty.

Also, I have been following Mama Natural aka Genevieve Howland on social media for years.  She recently came out with The Mama Natural Week-by-Week Guide to Pregnancy and Childbirth.  Easy to read and lovely to look at, it is probably the only guide you really need.

Beautiful Babies by Kristen Michaelis was recommended by a friend.  It is a very good, short read that helps with nutritional information from fertility to babies first foods.

To track my cycles and all the fun things that come along with fertility, I use the Ovia Fertility App.  It can help you track your ovulation and lets you record everything to your periods, mood, symptoms and everything in between. ❤

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TTC’ing at age 42

I am 42, and my husband is 44.  I have two step-children that are grown including 2 grand babies.  We’ve been trying to get pregnant for 6 months now.  I never wanted children of my own until I hit 40, and DH was finally on board.  I have PCOS, so I’m currently taking my third round of Clomid.  I was also diagnosed with Hashimoto’s Thyroiditis in June 2016.

I recently changed OBGYN’s, and I really like my new doctor as well as all the staff.  They even have a plebotomist and sono on site, so no worry about going to another facility.  He was also okay with prescribing my thyroid medication as my previous OBGYN had done. She found the Hashi’s and never saw a reason for me to see an endocrinologist.  If it does become a problem for my doctor to manage, then he will refer me to an endo, but for now I have mostly good days and my numbers are fine.

I’ve been managing my Hashi’s fairly well with Levo and using the auto-immune protocol diet.  I’ve been reintro-ing foods since November 2016, but I have had little reactions so far.  I need to limit dairy and corn, but I’ve had nightshades and rice with no reactions.  I may go back to a stricter AIP as I felt better and was managing my weight better.  I also think that it had positive impact on my fertility.

My 21 day tests have been hit or miss so far.  Feb – positive, Mar – negative, April – positive, May – negative.  The new doctor and I agreed not to wait much longer before trying other fertility treatments.  I will do one or two more rounds of Clomid before seeing a fertility specialist.  I also want to look into having acupuncture done as I’ve heard lots of positives about it.

Only one family member knows that we are TTC simply because we do not need or want the added stress, as well as any disappointment that may come along especially for our older family members.  A hand full of friends know, but our closest friends, that are also TTCing, are moving across the country very soon.  We don’t speak about it, so it’s been a lonely journey so far.

So here I am, blogging about it instead.  ❤